DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr

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Enough by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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Enough

I've wasted too much Time I've been Lost Now is the new beginning I will do this alone... I am the LIGHT Th3 TYM !z n0w

Thy name is Victoria by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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Thy name is Victoria

Each day the bright sun rises to tell her she is alive to live one more day. She has caused pain and destructions to those in her past. But if asked to live her life again, she would without any alteration. Few stay by her side as she walks with broken heels down the ridged path to paradise. Few know her true face capabilities. To some she has the intellect and innocence of a right-minded adolescent. To others, she is merely a puppet for their amusment. Her personalities are as flexible as water. She feeds day-by-day on drama and attention as well as the fantasies she creates She is the ying-yang, with its battling sides and balance

To trust Part 2 by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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To trust Part 2

I tried so hard in the beginning to push you away. To make you leave. But you didn't leave. Instead you pulled me back to you. With time I stopped resisting and fighting back. I stayed by your side. And now I rely on you. And fear you. I fear that you will leave. I have no will to fight my fear. For I have good reason to fear this. I also have no will to push you away. To keep you from the ability of hurting me. I can only pray and hope. As I fall from my leap. Please catch me.

To trust Part 1 by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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To trust Part 1

In take of breath as you lose control… Relying on someone or something… To trust without regrets… Even when the wounds of the past burn and hurt though… As the memories leap forward… Your heart races with fear and excitement… The fear of leaping… Of leaving the safe whole… Were you have stayed to keep the pain away… A cry for help comes out from your lips… An answer a call to a prayer… But the call has brought this to you… Has brought you standing on the edge about to let go… Let the wind take its hold and your control be gone… Let your trust for someone something to take control… Trust with your… Heart… Life… And soul…

Walk away by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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Walk away

Its weird… How when you know something is not good for you Yet you go back you back You go back to the thing you need to get away from Because if not… It will take you all of you It will devour you Like a starved animal that is give easy pray And it will just devour a small part of you But the complete utter existence of you So that was your addiction it gone you are… Nothing. You won't be a whisper You won't be a face You won't be a shadow But then we all know this. Each and everyone of us. But if we know this… Why do we go back? To the one thing we need to walk away from.

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Need by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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Need

To my Rie GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!! I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!! I NEED YOU!!!!!!! JUST TO BE BY ME JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE JUST TO KNOW THAT YOUR FINE JUST TO BE WITH YOU BY MYSIDE JUST TO FEEL LIKE I AM NOT ALONE TO LET YOU KNOW YOUR NOT ALONE I WILL BE THERE WHEN YOU FALL I WILL CATCH YOUR TEARS I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE I WILL ALWAYS CARE FOR YOU MORE THEN MY OWN LIFE I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF YOU FIRST I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

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Love... by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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Love...

Love… Arms hold… Heart racing… Palms sweating… Fingers tingling… Lips soft and light… Full of love and delight… Eyes of lust… Holding so much trust… Bliss of a touch… Never too much… Flying high above… Wight Turtle Dove… Sky full of baby blue… Always with you… A potion of ecstasy… Always stay next to me… Not caring for the world… Loving your hold… Chest full of bliss… After a gentle kiss… It's you I will always miss… And after death… I will always feel you breath…

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To trust Part 1 by DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr, literature

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To trust Part 1

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Your mommy by BlissfullyRebellious, literature

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Your mommy

I can't help, But reach for my tummy. I really wanted, To be your mommy. I spent most days, Picturing you. Your hair, your smile, Your giggles and coos. Even though I never, Got to feel you kick. Or hear your heartbeat, As fast as a tick. I never go to see you grow big, Inside of my tummy. But to me, I was already your mommy. I'll never kiss your boo boos, Or make the bad things go away. But I'll always love you, And wish you had stayed.

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Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: this side of no where
Favourite genre of music: Alt. Rock
Favourite photographer: Mixantiz
Favourite style of art: all
Operating System: huh?
MP3 player of choice: toughy....
Shell of choice: my body
Wallpaper of choice: ?
Skin of choice: ?
Personal Quote: Lieings the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, but its always better if you do

Favourite Visual Artist

to many

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

to many to name

Favourite Games

truth or bejewled

Favourite Gaming Platform

cards

Tools of the Trade

I will keep those to my self

Other Interests

uhm...I don't feel like naming them all

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DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr

Oct 1, 2007

lol

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So ya its been almost a year since I last posted a journal. And hell of long time since I have written anything (besides papers)...I've drawn some stuff but I refuse to display that. Uhm...life....ya...I should get one of those. I don't know. O I didn't get married btw and I am very happy about it. I've been meaning to pick up a pen again and just write but I don't. Not sure why. I picked up my guitar today though and that felt good. My fingers hurt and I like it. Reminds me of a different time. I do yoga now maybe I'll use that. BTW this is mostly for my sanity for when I lose my mind I remember what happen. I go to UHCL, I'll have a teachin

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DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr

Oct 18, 2006

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i really don't know what to say. its senior year my boyfriend is in the mariens i am happy with him and plan to marry him. and old lover came back about a month ago everyone keeps telling me to ditch him but i don't. things are diffrent. I have about 3-4 trying to break me and my boyfriend up. i've been told several times i wil die if i get married. because he will kill my spirit. a friend of mine is with child. i am taking college course and plan to graduate with 33 credits. i don't read or write as much as i would like to or want to. i think i should feel exhausted but i just feel stuck. i miss my days of freedom.

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DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr

Jun 2, 2005

Devious Journal Entry

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I'm at the library right now and feels like forever since I've been here without having to be paranoid of my parents catching me. Which in my opinion is really fucked. I miss being on here. But I guess that a price i have to pay. If anyone is willing to just e-mail me their work my e-mail is GroovyChika2007@aol.com just latest art or somthing liek that. well peace out bitches!

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craig7x

Mar 31, 2011

jank you! for the add!

bear48

Mar 24, 2011

Thank you for adding "Zen Tree" to your favorites

LovelyJadedLoner

Jan 2, 2011

Thanks for the favorite on "Flowers." Hope all is well with you!

Arichan16

Jun 25, 2010

Hi! Thanks for the fave! Though I noticed that you added 'Chewing on Pearls' to a collection marked humans... and I just kind of wanted to let you know that the subject of the picture is a doll, not a human.

DaRkFaNtAsYWrItEr

Jun 25, 2010

I had a feeling you would say that when I added it. The concept is the same though, the folder is related to things that are human or resemble human. I understand your concern but you need not worry. The piece is quite lovely and interesting to look at.

Arichan16

Jun 26, 2010

Thank you! I've had a few people add my doll pictures to similar categories because they honestly thought that it was a person, so I figured I'd let you know. But thank you again for the favorite!

BlissfullyRebellious

Jun 12, 2010

Hah!! Thanks for the fav hun!! See ya on FB